I have purpose.

2018 is here. It’s a new chapter with 365 pages and as I write this blog, we have 363 left. Where did pages 1 and 2 go? Page 1 was a blast and an awesome start to the New Year.  Page 2 not so much.  I struggled, and my thoughts were not my friend. As I had these debilitating thoughts, I kept thinking of the books I am currently reading: “She Means Business” by Carrie Green and “The Universe Has Your Back” by Gabby Bernstein.  All chocked with great advice and tips on how to deal with such self-defeating thoughts and emotions.  Some include, how to self-meditate, refocus, turn negative thoughts around, and as I read these awesome books, I am like YEAH, I’ll do that, but then when faced with challenges that trigger my inner fire it is hard to turn them around.  I start to get mad and feel defeated.  I want to run away and crawl under a rock. I want change now. It can’t come soon enough, but I know I must be patient because change will happen when it is meant to.  Just goes to show, no matter how positive you think you are, no matter how full your glass, there will always be those days that can set you off in a direction you don’t want to go in. So, as I sit here in semi silence and get my frustrations out as I blog, my originally planned cheery, I am so happy it’s 2018, blah blah blah blog is more like what happened to today!??? It is only January 2nd. Am I doomed for the rest of the year because the 2nd day sucked!??  

The answer is no I am not doomed.  Tomorrow is a new day full of possibilities.  I am human, and you can’t have a rainbow without a little rain.  There are still 363 days to this year and I am on a journey and growing every day. There is no such thing as no hope.  Life is a challenge and about taking control of the wheel. Sometimes you travel bumpy dirt roads with potholes and sometimes you’re cruising on the highway. Sometimes you miss the exit and you have to go a few miles out of your way before you can get back in the right direction. At the end of the day, don’t sweat the small stuff. It is not worth it.  My statement for 2018 is I have purpose.  Not matter what I am doing or where I am, I have purpose. I am going to try with all my might not to let anyone make me feel differently.  I have purpose and I plan to do what I can to bring everything I’ve got and then some to the table, no matter what situation I am in, and I hope to bring purpose to as many people as I can, including you. Because I am worth it, and you are too.

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